LIFESTYLE: Dreams



LIFESTYLE: Where Have I Been?


Where have I been? What have I been doing?
Simple answer? Working. Thinking. Dreaming. Buying more shoes.

I've mostly been too busy to do anything. Too drained to keep on going. Working long hours and having a terrible commute can make even the strongest person feel weak. Dealing with things at work that make you feel a bit crappy and stupid makes it even more difficult to get out of bed in the morning.

It hasn't all been miserable. 
The last couple of months I've just been working on being better, feeling better. 

Ever since my friendship breakup [HERE], I've been trying to be more social. As I'm turning 25, I've realised what a blessing it is that I have a handful of friends that I can really rely on and love. Whether its my best friend from school and her sister, my blonde and redhead friend (plus me we totally make Charlies Angels 2k16), or even being practically BFFs with your manager from work (weird,very weird but awesome). I try to stay as busy as possible all while having fun.

I've changed up my health regime too. I've recently become dairy free, both for personal and medical reasons and I feel so much better for it. I've actually lost 7 lbs since I started...but that might be because I'm no longer allowed to eat cake! 

Going back to friends, I'm slowly finding out that not all friends are there to help and support you. I'm a firm believer in supporting all my friends no matter how small their achievements are. But I've noticed many people will give a backhanded compliment rather than being genuinely happy. It's an odd situation. I'm not sure if its jealousy as I have nothing anyone should be jealous about. Or if its insecurities- which has nothing to do with me. Either way, I'm finding it difficult to be happy and proud about things I've achieved, things I'm doing or even places I'm going.

So that's it. I'm not done with blogging. I'm simply trying to be in a place where I can give you the best blog posts 





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Lots of Love
Mariah
xoxo


LIFESTYLE: 25 before 25