Blogging Break

Hello my lovelies

I know, I haven't blogged in what feels like forever. The truth is I just have lost a bit of the passion that I had for it.

As you all know I have a autoimmune disease in my thighs so I have to constantly be taking medicine, getting blood tests and have done perfectly for the last five years. Recently I've even stopped drinking completely and taken a good look at my diet and seen what needs to change. At my last hospital appointment I was told that I'm not getting any better and will have to be on the meds alot longer. Absolute joy right?

Searching for a 9-5 job has become a nightmare too. Although I love my part time job I'm currently doing, I need more structure... and money. So to be told by a company that I'm 'over qualified' and then my another company that I'm 'under qualified' puts me in a weird limbo.

So that has led me to this. I wouldn't say im depressed again, just a bit fed up and I don't want that to constantly come through on my blog. Starla Says is my happy place, where I've met awesome people and actually found friends. Next week is my birthday (aka the greatest day on Earth) so I'm looking forward to eating cake, spending time with my friends and just feeling happy. Feeling happy is just my ultimate goal right now.

So see you guys very soon


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1 comment

  1. I am keeping you in my thoughts, Mariah.
    I have myriad health issues, but nothing compared to what you are going through. Your strength is inspirational, and I hope things start looking up for you soon.

    Hang in there, sweets!


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